11 May 2004

autoremainder, if needed any

apparently, i set myself a reminder for her yahrzeit at some web site. like it is conceivable that i'd forget.

but it gives me a reminder of my mindset right after her death. which is not much different from today, but still. less focused. chaotic.

it is tomorrow, kids. may 12. pray for the soul of love of my life, april nastenka shue, the prayer of your choice. or just lit a candle. or just remember the jade goddess, the wondrous creature that greeted our world with her pretense for so short, but so sweet, time.

i am lost without you, kitzele.

love,
your lark.